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Sep. 1st, 2005 @ 09:50 am
God, help us all.

Aug. 20th, 2005 @ 02:13 am
so...the things I'm doing this year:

voice lessons every tuesday
advanced choir (on the side)
district and all state choir (if I make them)
Try out for the spring musical
Student Council
Hi-Y (maaaybe)
National Honor Society
Soccer (maaaybe)
Internship


busy sched this year! =/ I might even be missing a few things. bah

Aug. 15th, 2005 @ 08:07 pm
so in the first update in about...well a while:

my sched:
Mrs. Bourne. Advanced Math H
Mr. Allen Physics H
Mr. Morlas English IV AP
Mrs. Mac Talented Music
Mrs. Wattigny Talented Art
Mrs. Bush Internship




so I've been thinking about college a lot lately and I think I'm finally going to take some initiative and get some stuff done. I've started to make a list of colleges and I'm in the meantime getting information. Finally my life is getting back into order.

But on the other college note, all my friends are leaving me. If they haven't already left.
So here's a big goodbye to:

Sean
Bryan
Charlie
Andrew
Kelli
Nick
Grant
Brett
And all you other wonderful people that have made life worth living. :)



and now is where I stop since I've run out of daiquiri and need to make a kitchen run
Current Mood: overwrought

Aug. 6th, 2005 @ 05:45 pm
There were times, whilst I read Pride and Prejudice, that I couldn't help but cover my face in pity of elizabeth whose mother's follies were constant. I only have the right to pity because my mother has dealt me many of the same embarassments that Elizabeth had to endure.

And so she continues. =/
Current Mood: bah.

Aug. 3rd, 2005 @ 01:03 am
So this evening I went to the French Quarter with Sean, Brent, and his lovely date...
and I had so much fun!

We ate at this wonderful little restaurant called Rita's which I recommend to anyone and everyone.
We didn't get to go dancing, however we still had a blast! I loved the surroundings, the company, and the entertainment. :) I won't go too far into it, but I had the best time and I wouldn't have the wonderful night any other way!



I'm going to miss Sean so much when he leaves.
Current Mood: happy and sad all at once
Current Music: Ready For You - Hoobastank

Jul. 31st, 2005 @ 11:49 pm
I hate it when I'm in a lose-lose situation.

Either option I take, life will suck
and unfortunately I can't wheedle my way out of this one. =/
Current Mood: upset

Jul. 30th, 2005 @ 01:46 pm
It's 2:00
I just woke up
I feel like shit


my front door is missing.

Jul. 26th, 2005 @ 10:46 am
so I'm back home...

I miss Florida already


I think Bryan and Andrew are mad at me, but I don't know about what. And they get mad at people so easily that I almost don't care




Therese my dear I'm giving you a call tonight!

Jul. 12th, 2005 @ 10:45 am
lol ok so guess who actually DID go into the garage this morning wielding a huge butcher knife with the dog?

that's right!
me.


yay for bravery
or unbelievable stupidity
Current Mood: Brave
Current Music: Right here

Jul. 12th, 2005 @ 01:02 am
omg I'm so fucking scared right now. I really wish Andrew didn't have to leave tonight because I wasn't this freaked when he was here. He was a comfort to take my mind off of it.

He was actually gonna turn the car around and come back to come retrieve me at my front door so I could go outside and shut the garage door because I was too scared to go outside alone.
But I managed to shut it from the kitchen so I told him that wasn't necessary.

i still hear the knocking...
I'm not going in my garage for the next few days

Why isn't anyone online?

I feel so alone
Current Mood: Fucking Scared
Current Music: big yellow taxi

Jul. 8th, 2005 @ 12:03 am
do you ever feel like something's missing in your life?

I do. Especially recently, a lot.



Therese is hundreds of miles away.
Jaime is hundreds of miles away. (at least for a little while)
and I'm tired of doing the same old things.

I relish spontaneity. I NEED me time. Planned shit doesn't work well for me.



I miss Sean too. I don't get to see him too much anymore. =(




And anytime I do see a "long lost" friend, it seems like everyone else is ALWAYS around. I like seeing everyone, but every now and then I want to spend time with different people. I need a Megs day. I can't go on like this every day for the rest of summer.


And every fucking time that something comes up (because yes, I HAVE a life) people get angry with me because they didn't get to see me for a few more hours. damn. boo fucking hoo.
It's just kind of like, it is assumed that I must do something with everyone every day. and some days I'd like to do something with another person or group of people for a change. But I can't because if they call to do something, the people I see regularly get pissed off because it is assumed that I was to see them that day. like every day.

So I'm tired of this shit. I need to meet new people, and also spend time with the older ones.
There's nothing for me here.



my arm hurts.
I miss my dad.
I want to scream.
Current Mood: upset

Jul. 6th, 2005 @ 12:05 am
heh so I had the best dream last night. It involved me scoring a lead singing role in a play, and it was a kind of mix between Romeo and Juliet and Phantom of the Opera. lol it was tight. Anywho, after the play was over (I won't go detailed into it...;D)The audience was so impressed that they ran up on stage and among their cheers showered me with gifts like diamonds and other nice expensive things. And then a woman came up and told me she would be my agent and she worshipped the ground I walked upon.

it was nice. too bad dreams aren't real

haha
Current Mood: Delirious
Current Music: piano music

Jul. 3rd, 2005 @ 05:52 pm
sometimes just hanging out can get monotonous.

I need a change. badly.

Jul. 2nd, 2005 @ 04:37 pm
dude I hate when you're trying to make a cd and it holds 80 minutes of song and you hit 81 minutes and 32 seconds and you really can't afford to get rid of any of the songs.

damn

Jun. 28th, 2005 @ 11:13 pm
all out tickle wars are fun

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