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Thu, 01 Sep 2005 14:50:38 GMT

God, help us all.

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 07:17:45 GMT

so...the things I'm doing this year:

voice lessons every tuesday
advanced choir (on the side)
district and all state choir (if I make them)
Try out for the spring musical
Student Council
Hi-Y (maaaybe)
National Honor Society
Soccer (maaaybe)
Internship

busy sched this year! =/ I might even be missing a few things. bah

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 01:18:16 GMT

so in the first update in about...well a while:

my sched:
Mrs. Bourne. Advanced Math H
Mr. Allen Physics H
Mr. Morlas English IV AP
Mrs. Mac Talented Music
Mrs. Wattigny Talented Art
Mrs. Bush Internship

so I've been thinking about college a lot lately and I think I'm finally going to take some initiative and get some stuff done. I've started to make a list of colleges and I'm in the meantime getting information. Finally my life is getting back into order.

But on the other college note, all my friends are leaving me. If they haven't already left.
So here's a big goodbye to:

Sean
Bryan
Charlie
Andrew
Kelli
Nick
Grant
Brett
And all you other wonderful people that have made life worth living. :)

and now is where I stop since I've run out of daiquiri and need to make a kitchen run

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 22:53:49 GMT

There were times, whilst I read Pride and Prejudice, that I couldn't help but cover my face in pity of elizabeth whose mother's follies were constant. I only have the right to pity because my mother has dealt me many of the same embarassments that Elizabeth had to endure.

And so she continues. =/

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 06:12:23 GMT

So this evening I went to the French Quarter with Sean, Brent, and his lovely date...
and I had so much fun!

We ate at this wonderful little restaurant called Rita's which I recommend to anyone and everyone.
We didn't get to go dancing, however we still had a blast! I loved the surroundings, the company, and the entertainment. :) I won't go too far into it, but I had the best time and I wouldn't have the wonderful night any other way!

I'm going to miss Sean so much when he leaves.

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 04:52:13 GMT

I hate it when I'm in a lose-lose situation.

Either option I take, life will suck
and unfortunately I can't wheedle my way out of this one. =/

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 19:03:40 GMT

It's 2:00
I just woke up
I feel like shit

my front door is missing.

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 15:52:07 GMT

so I'm back home...

I miss Florida already

I think Bryan and Andrew are mad at me, but I don't know about what. And they get mad at people so easily that I almost don't care

Therese my dear I'm giving you a call tonight!

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 15:48:31 GMT

lol ok so guess who actually DID go into the garage this morning wielding a huge butcher knife with the dog?

that's right!
me.

yay for bravery
or unbelievable stupidity

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 06:09:41 GMT

omg I'm so fucking scared right now. I really wish Andrew didn't have to leave tonight because I wasn't this freaked when he was here. He was a comfort to take my mind off of it.

He was actually gonna turn the car around and come back to come retrieve me at my front door so I could go outside and shut the garage door because I was too scared to go outside alone.
But I managed to shut it from the kitchen so I told him that wasn't necessary.

i still hear the knocking...
I'm not going in my garage for the next few days

Why isn't anyone online?

I feel so alone

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 05:15:29 GMT

do you ever feel like something's missing in your life?

I do. Especially recently, a lot.

Therese is hundreds of miles away.
Jaime is hundreds of miles away. (at least for a little while)
and I'm tired of doing the same old things.

I relish spontaneity. I NEED me time. Planned shit doesn't work well for me.

I miss Sean too. I don't get to see him too much anymore. =(

And anytime I do see a "long lost" friend, it seems like everyone else is ALWAYS around. I like seeing everyone, but every now and then I want to spend time with different people. I need a Megs day. I can't go on like this every day for the rest of summer.

And every fucking time that something comes up (because yes, I HAVE a life) people get angry with me because they didn't get to see me for a few more hours. damn. boo fucking hoo.
It's just kind of like, it is assumed that I must do something with everyone every day. and some days I'd like to do something with another person or group of people for a change. But I can't because if they call to do something, the people I see regularly get pissed off because it is assumed that I was to see them that day. like every day.

So I'm tired of this shit. I need to meet new people, and also spend time with the older ones.
There's nothing for me here.

my arm hurts.
I miss my dad.
I want to scream.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 05:10:53 GMT

heh so I had the best dream last night. It involved me scoring a lead singing role in a play, and it was a kind of mix between Romeo and Juliet and Phantom of the Opera. lol it was tight. Anywho, after the play was over (I won't go detailed into it...;D)The audience was so impressed that they ran up on stage and among their cheers showered me with gifts like diamonds and other nice expensive things. And then a woman came up and told me she would be my agent and she worshipped the ground I walked upon.

it was nice. too bad dreams aren't real

haha

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 23:09:31 GMT

sometimes just hanging out can get monotonous.

I need a change. badly.

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 21:39:08 GMT

dude I hate when you're trying to make a cd and it holds 80 minutes of song and you hit 81 minutes and 32 seconds and you really can't afford to get rid of any of the songs.

damn

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 04:13:50 GMT

all out tickle wars are fun

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 06:05:44 GMT

damn I never knew that watching someone play a video game could make a person such a nervous wreck.
so of course I'm doing it again tomorrow. =P

"You are my hobby!"
lol

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 22:07:06 GMT

an e-mail my father received:

"The Red Planet is about to be spectacular! This month and next, Earth is catching up with Mars in an encounter that will culminate in the closest approach between the two planets in recorded history. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Due to the way Jupiter's gravity tugs on Mars and perturbs its orbit, astronomers can only be certain that Mars has not come this close to Earth in the Last 5,000 years, but it may be as long as 60,000 years before it happens again.

The encounter will culminate on August 27th when Mars comes to within
34,649,589 miles of Earth and will be (next to the moon) the brightest object in the night sky. It will attain a magnitude of -2.9 and will appear 25.11 arc seconds wide. At a modest 75-power magnification

Mars will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. Mars will be easy to spot. At the beginning of August it will rise in the east at
10p.m. and reach its azimuth at about 3 a.m.
By the end of August when the two planets are closest, Mars will rise at nightfall and reach its highest point in the sky at 12:30a.m. That's pretty convenient to see something that no human being has seen in recorded history. So, mark your calendar at the beginning of August to see Mars grow progressively brighter and brighter throughout the month.

Share this with your children and grandchildren. NO ONE ALIVE TODAY WILL EVER SEE THIS AGAIN"

thought that might be of interest to a few of you. ;)

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 01:12:07 GMT

wow I just saw this picture and it made me cry. I think I'm too emo for my own good. wow so yeah it made me miss how things used to be. I hate that picture.

so one day I want to marry someone like my dad. Yeah, typical daddy's girl thing to say right? Well I don't know how he does it. When my mother gets stubborn and starts being a pain in the neck, he tolerates it. Like whereas I would have just ignored her for being silly because it bugs the shit out of me, my dad still does his best to be a nice guy.

((Example: My mother hurt her back today, so we're like, go take an advil or use the heating pad for your back. And she's all, no, no. And then she cries out in pain when she moves even the tiniest bit. Still we protest and still she says no. Ok so about right now I'm fed up with her whining and if she won't do anything about it then I give up. But my dad- he gets up out of the recliner and offers her the comfortable chair, and then he keeps offereing to help her like going and getting the heater for her and stuff. Despite the fact that she is being a royal pain, he doesn't stop being kind.))

My dad never cuts lines or does anything even remotely dishonest, and he finds it extremely rude to curse in front of women.
How many people in the world are like my dad? I don't know of many. And because he's so wonderful, it almost makes me feel like an undeserving daughter.

I would just like to take this opportunity to inform everyone out there that is close to someone like this of how lucky they are. True Gentlemen seem to go unnoticed.

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 06:49:02 GMT

aaah I'm in love! I got a little flip phone today and I'm infatuated. $200 infatuated, but still. lol

soooooo speaking of new phones...if I don't call you lately, don't think I don't want to talk to you. Chances are I don't have your number anymore, since I don't have my old phonebook. So a gentle reminder of your phone number would be greatly appreciated. =)

It's been a long and emotionally tiresome day. Revenge of the sith kicked ass, but I'm still weary. I'm also fed up and I refuse to deal with this kind of shit anymore.

I ate dinner at The Loop yesterday, and it was also kickass. But what was the best was that I got to spend time with Renee Ashley and Bailey who I almost never get to see. good times, good times!

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 01:14:50 GMT

I fucking hate sunburns
and losing phones in Denver
and not being able to think straight.

How come on the worst posible days I have there is no one around to hold me and let me know that everything will be ok?

PS: I <3 my Ohio sister
PPS: I'm Going up to Missouri on Monday. And I'll be lonely if someone doesn't join me
PPPS: I want my cell phone back. *Cries*

Fri, 27 May 2005 00:27:12 GMT

Today was the best! I went tubing down the river with a bunch of kickass people! A great 5 hours (about) relaxing while floating down the river with good company and ice chests full of food and drinks. Of course I'm burnt to a crisp, but on the bright side, I'm not casper anymore!

I don't see why I have never done this before now. I mean, it's great and it gives us something to do. We always complain about being bored...well here you go kids.

*Much Love to all my tubing companions!

Just call me Jill...
......................
She's got a red heart
She wears on her red sleeve
She drinks her red wine
With her favorite red cheese

Thu, 19 May 2005 03:03:14 GMT

"MEGHAN DON'T TALK TO ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!"

what a wonderful night to become a senior =(
*cries*

Tue, 17 May 2005 02:34:56 GMT

I fouuund you!! =D

Mon, 16 May 2005 02:52:31 GMT

you know. I've changed my mind about what I want most right now. For a while I believed that I wanted something that wasn't new, wasn't exciting. And I was ok with that.

But now I know. What I really want...is a surprise. A pleasant surprise to make my week a good one. I want to be treated like a porcelain doll, fragile and beautiful. I want to be proven wrong about everything I have come to believe.

For god's sake, surprise me, prove to me that the side I once knew is still there somewhere.

Sat, 14 May 2005 16:03:14 GMT

So I'm bored as hell and I feel like updating

Breaking Benjamin kicked ass. As it turned out, I got floor seating and I partied down there with a large group of strangers and B. Gentile.

Oh yeah, by the way...Friday the 13th sucked. Like really sucked. If I went bitch on any of you I couldn't help it. I won't say I'm sorry because, well, you probably deserved it.

to cross me right now would be suicide.

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